Goodest Monday Morning to You All!
Thank you for your patience while I took a few weeks off. I wasnāt sure where the Brave Dog and I were going, in regards to our Monday Coffee Break Escapes. Part of this is my volunteer job, which is taking more and more time, which is a good thing as Iām happy to be busy, but can also play havoc with any schedule I may have whether or not self imposed;-)
First off, MANY MANY THANKS to all of you who pre ordered my book, Saying Goodbye to Thomas. If you havenāt yet done so, and now canāt find the link, well, here it is: https://www.finishinglinepress.com/product/saying-goodbye-to-thomas-by-lenora-rain-lee-good/ and please remember two things:
1. Pre orders determine future royalties, so please order now, before itās too late and your price goes up.
2. ALL royalties will be donated to the ALS Association and End of Life Washington, equally.
Here is a poem from the book. It has previously appeared in the newletters of A Sacred Passing and End of Life Washington.
Your Death, Rehearsed
I rehearsed your deathā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā did you know?
First, it was now and
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā then, slowly became
weekly and then
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā nightly.
Not that I wanted
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā you to dieā
We both knew
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā you would.
No, I rehearsed
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā your death
so I wouldnāt come
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā apart at the seams,
so I wouldnāt
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā bring shame to you,
to me. It helped,
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā I think.
Oh, I still hurt,
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā I still cry
but softly. And when
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā you breathed your last
as I held your hand
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā softly stroked your arm,
I could barely form
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā the words, let alone
force sound out of my tear-
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā constricted throat
Itās over.Ā And then
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā we all cried, held each other.
None of us could find,
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā or define, the hole
that suddenly engulfed
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā us, the hole
that gave dimension
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā to our loss
the hole
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā drilled through our hearts.
~ ~ ~
Yes, this one is sad, Iāll try for some humor next week.
You may notice there is a different format to todayās post. Or, perhaps, lack of format? Do you like it better or not?
Sammy says he may, or may not, return. The days are getting warmer, sunnier (yayyy!!), and heās not sure about schedules other than feedings and walks. Heās stealing my line and claiming to be old and gray-haired.
Attended my first protest yesterday. There were more than a 1000 of us turned out for the Hands Off! protest in Kennewick, there was another protest in Richland, and Iām not sure about Pasco. Not sure how much good it did, but I feel like Iāve done something positive, so thatās worth the time and the standing. Am already planning my signs for next month. š
However you spend your week, please spend it with love in your heart and remember:
MitĆ”kuye OyĆ”s’iÅ “We are all related”
~ Lakota Saying
“Re-examine all you have been told.
Dismiss what insults your soul.”
~Walt Whitman








